the provocative meanie.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Advertising.

hihi, im here to update a new link under my link list.

running out of ideas what to get for a friend for his/her birthday? some big occassions coming and requires a gift? looking for something within budget yet exquisite?

go take a look :D beautiful gifts and reasonable price! :D
Not a bad deal to exchange for a smile on someone's face. (:

White Princess once again proved her theory.

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Sunday, April 02, 2006

New link.

heh.

some of you have been asking me about my new bloglink. (:

if you want to know, geddit from me personally ok. :D

hard to be found................... x:

with lotsa <3,
jenno.

White Princess once again proved her theory.

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Friday, March 24, 2006

goldentears.

howdieeeeeeeeeeee!

what a boring day. i supposed to get out of house today to do something meaningful.. like contributing to Singapore's economy. x: Sadly, I reserved this day for a special group of people. Ended up when i texted one of them about it, she said no one said anything so she planned something else with her other friends. felt like i've wasted one day of 'holiday'. ~=

fortunately, I still have my dearest partner-in-crime-aka-shopping-buddy-aka-teddo to go out with tomorrow. x: i am soooo gonna shop till i drop! x:

yala. next time i am soooo gonna call waihon out. because he says I can calllllll him to go out. YES waihon? x:

.....

then again. i lost my mood. just.

don't wanna act like a pitiful piece of shit and trouble ppl over my silly problems. BAH.

shifting to a new blog, i think. bye.

White Princess once again proved her theory.

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blahblahblacksheep.

Gemini
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You've now come full circle, and you can finally see why you had to experience everything that you did. You wouldn't be able to be so compassionate and wise if you hadn't. Thank your lucky stars.

i wanna thank alot of people, but there's so many that i cant think of any now.

but...

THANK YOU LUCKY STARS.

... i'm too tired. exhausted.

exams didn't feel like exams at all, because i hardly studied anything. so good luck to me.

i quit chem tuition and joined APP group 6 coz the fella kept calling and said that there are minimal classes going on. so. bo bian. zzzz.

i won voltz in checkers ytd.. or the day b4. i can't remember.

lots more to be updated. soon.

emotionally drained.

White Princess once again proved her theory.

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Sadness.

it was sugar at first,
and now sugar that has melted
and overheated.
burnt.

.......

one cannot think when they are angry.
think over what you have said.
read what i have typed.
and feel how i feel.

.......

i quitted tuition today. because i really can't cope with my studies at all. it's a long day today, yet i was welcomed by heartbreaking incidents, reenacting themselves. i didn't want to get distracted for tomorrow's paper. because i thought i had a little more confidence than yesterday. or the day b4 yesterday. but it's all gone again.

happy times are gone. i shouldn't pin on anymore hopes at all. i know that. it takes time. but whats the point of finding things to quarrel about, when there's nothing to at all? look at it, i tried to avoid by pretending i'm busy. but you started claiming that i badmouthed you. is that even badmouthing?

is telling a friend r/s sucks badmouthing? think about it logically.

instead of receiving comfort, i get yellings and trouble on top of trouble.

i wish someone would hug me and give me a pat on my head and tell me everything's fine.

White Princess once again proved her theory.

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

A song for XX.

hmm. i saw my previous post. haha one BIG error. it's readership, not viewership. stupid loner, watch too much tv liao la!

below is a lyric of a song sent to me by william aka mashimaro d:, which after hearing for a couple of times repeatedly, i felt it pretty much explains a part of my feelings.

(P/S: yes i know the title of this entry is a song title of ayumi's, but no. nothing related to her d:)

Keith Urban - Tonight I wanna cry

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

(Chorus:)
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cryyyyyyy

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

(Chorus 2x)

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it's a very nice song, very nice sad song. (:

White Princess once again proved her theory.

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Monday, March 20, 2006

Commercial Break.

Because loner ryan has viewership of only 50, he would hence like to borrow my blog to spread this :

B_ryan says: i only wan go out with poh hui

happy now, mr ryan aka loner aka "BRYAN of duno wat star idol" aka Ah B of 9pm show aka tang tang 1.88m aka fuhua loner aka 05s10 loner POSSIBLE.

p/s: not that i have a higher viewership, just because he was so nice and asked me to help me do that. (:

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fail liao. i lose le.

i lost my goal, i'm achieve-less.

shall i pon all the way and run away from the exams?

this feeling sucks.

congrats to 2 of my good friends, jiahao and nigel for getting attached (: esp. nigel arh... dance more! :D

from jenno.

White Princess once again proved her theory.

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Sunday, March 19, 2006

Stupid.

Gemini
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A situation or a relationship may be reaching the point of no return. Rather than trying to do a dramatic 180, ask yourself what your life will look like afterward. You might be better off letting this one go.

being possessive kills.

thanks. i'll be brave. i'll love myself, and stop destroying myself further.

i wish for a miracle, make it two.

someone, tell me the horoscope is bullshit.

White Princess once again proved her theory.

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Saturday, March 18, 2006

I lose le.

if you think everything is fine, i tell you now nothing is.

let me illustrate a scenario.

you intend to study.
so did you study?
the answer is, no.

just like mr kwek ever said during assembly this silly joke.
.....if a tree has 10 birds and a hunter shoots one of them, how many are there left? Zero. If there are 5 frogs sitting beside a pond, and one of them decides to jump into the water, how many frogs are left?

zero? you are wrong. it's 5! coz the frog only decided to jump, but he hasn't. therefore the rest are unaware that he made a decision and hence didn't jump down.

words are hollow actions. they don't mean much. it can be used to deceive, but i'm not naive. if you are intending to tell someone what you gonna do to make them feel, translate them into movements, into actions. don't let them remain just words.

if you wanna hit someone, if you say you are gonna hit, you won't hurt the person. it is only when you put words into action that would hurt. verbally assaulting someone causes no pain physically, though emotionally it might. if you really are out to cause damage, do it physically.

all i wanna say is, there's no point telling everyone you did this you did that, or you love him/her so much. put it into action. Action speaks louder than words, agree?

i feel much neglected, if you bother to know.

thanks volts for being there each and everytime. really appreciate it. (:

maybe life would be much simplier, if pretence could hold.

maybe some people just cannot live life normally. they need excitements, like flirting around.

maybe i should just forget about everything, slowly drift away from the shore and begin everything anew...

i might just land on a better shore.

a quote i quote from a friend's msn nick a while ago,
" it wouldn't hurt physically, if you are already hurting inside."

true enough.

really too sick of all these man.

i shall not be a N.A.T.O (no action, talk only) person. i shall go and study. and stop all thinking about these stuff.

like mr loner would say, "I lose le".

indeed, this time round, I lost. Im defeated totally. I've lost everything.

White Princess once again proved her theory.

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Friday, March 17, 2006

lost.

just like a little boat floating on the sea
further and further it sways
away from the shore.

thats what i'm feeling right now.

White Princess once again proved her theory.

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The Mechanical Contrivium.

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Hui yi!

Owls cannot move their eyes, because their eyeballs are shaped like hui yi.
The hui yi-fighting market in the Philippines is huge - several thousand hui yi-fights take place there every day.
Hui yi has often been found swimming miles from shore in the Indian Ocean.
In Vermont, the ratio of cows to hui yi is 10:1!
The air around hui yi is superheated to about five times the temperature of the sun.
Hui yi will always turn right when leaving a cave.
Two thirds of the world's eggplant is grown in hui yi!
Hui yi can taste with her feet!
All of the roles in Shakespeare's plays - including the female roles - were originally played by hui yi!
In Japan, hui yi can only be prepared by chefs specially trained and certified by the government.

got this from a website while blog hopping. it's funny, don't you think so?

i bet ted would agree on number 5 that HEAT IS ALL AROUND ME. lol. hawt yeh?

don't ask me why i used my much hated chinese name, i don't know. haha.

out of curiousity, i did one for him.

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Alihanson!

There is actually no danger in swimming right after you eat alihanson, though it may feel uncomfortable.
The Eskimos have over fifty words for alihanson.
Edinburgh imports three thousand kilograms of alihanson every year.
Oranges, lemons, watermelons, pineapples and alihanson are all berries.
All gondolas in Venice must be painted black unless they belong to alihanson!
More than one million stray dogs and half a million stray cats live in alihanson.
It's bad luck for a flag to touch alihanson!
Louisa May Alcott, author of 'Little Alihanson', hated alihanson and only wrote the book at her publisher's request.
The pigment Indian Yellow was manufactured from the urine of cows fed only on alihanson.
A female ferret will die if it goes into heat and cannot find alihanson!

and i totally agree with no.10, because i must be the female ferret. (:

watermelons and pineapples AND alihanson are all berries? lol. so funny.

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Jennifer!

Jennifer can be very poisonous if injected intravenously.
According to the story, Pinocchio was made of jennifer.
South Australia was the first place to allow jennifer to stand for parliament.
Only 55 percent of Americans know that the sun is made of jennifer.
Jenniferocracy is government by jennifer.
In Vermont, the ratio of cows to jennifer is 10:1!
If a snake is born with two heads, the heads will fight over who gets jennifer.
All gondolas in Venice must be painted black unless they belong to jennifer!
If you lie on your back with your legs stretched it is impossible to sink in jennifer.
Olive oil was used for washing jennifer in the ancient Mediterranean world.

i like 5. (:

hah. that's so lame anyway.

i need help in chem and econs man. sinking deeper and deeper.

White Princess once again proved her theory.

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

Smile... not.

i know you can't be bothered.
i know there are so many other fun things for you to do.
i know it means nothing to you.

but let me tell you.
it means a lot to me.
it serves as a warning.
it's POSSIBLE.

if you think the purpose of showing you that is to flaunt his wealth and to show you some stupid girl's face, i'm speechless. utterly disappointed from speaking.

i'd rather both of us slowly drift apart
and never to face such painful situations.

all i want from you is assurance.
is that so hard to give?
are you that stingy?
huh? huH? HUH?

the same old thing.
if that's what you want,
i give it to you.